Sunday, October 16, 2011

Teacher: Hero of my Future

Sitting in middle of crowded room
Waiting for the flowers to bloom
The sound of your tip toe
Is like the echo of our foe

Your chalk as the sword
her shields are her uttered word
maybe this can fight the devils
for us to make our dreams to be real

Hero, word that describe a champion
Teacher, a profession with compassion
Hero,  only few are true
But did you know that it was you?

Every time you teach your children
You’ve never been tired giving us acumen
Loving us with all your heart
Is also giving all your part

Even the most naïve student
Then her time was to them was spent
Time for their family that thirst
And all their emotions just burst

My future, im the one who mold it
But my teachers help me from the pit
Aid me from my darkest hour
Taste the sweetness of my life hat too sour

If I could go back to my schools day
Teachers I wish I could pay
From my debts that help from this
And receive all love’s kiss

Your poignant voice still lingers
Testing this tough life’s arbiter
I struggle all of them from the start
Because I did all it with all my heart

Your profession is your trademark
Job that like on the bible’s ark
Work that cant be copied
By the people who envied

We all hold on for what we pray
Wish that to be smooth as a white clay
Teacher, teacher, you made me what I am
Because teacher you’re the hero of my identity

Rhapsody of my Appreciation

The sky exploded of white confetti
and i enjoyed feeling the serenity
I've nver been too lax to listen
using my brain and my pen

The incipient of this story
a old man with gray hair seems weary
entering the blasphemy of room
then our life seems to be doom

But the glass seems to broke
because the serendipity evoke
and the solitude use its magic
but all of this was a trick

The penumbra of the so called teacher
is a lagniappe to me, to us, to her
his succulent voice lingering in my ear
and his tranquility is not use here

You will be a tesoro to our life
your eyes are like a scintillating knife
the paradox of not listening to you
is like a life without a different hue

His resplendent eyes are looking at me
but we're all stunned because of the epiphany
that he is now lying in a white coffin
with the desultory of running sin

The tintinnabulation of the loud bell
was like the people shouting at hell
now i realize whats the dilemma
i run crying at my Mama

He was the master of the game
my life was tessellated when he came
your lecture is not the one we used
but the one we give excuse

The vestige of all of this
was this story is all about his
now he is living in a quiescent place
but still i remember the look on his face

It's my time to repay all my debt
you cant measure this by any depth
because i thank you even in afterlife
by shapin to perfect form my life

On every caprice of this world
what the lecture you ever told
at the zenith of the life's mountain
im shouting you the best man!

Although i've never thank you
but you're the key for my dreams to come true
Is that enough for you to effect the eternity
not yet, because this game is played felicity

We cant measure how great our teacher can be
but appreciating them can be the key
for them to be flabbergasted
although doing what they told us verboten

Now the dusk is engulfing the sky
wishing you're here in star high
you made my life not just in chiaroscuro
but letting me to perfect my zero

We dont need to say our teacher is the one
with their rhapsodic lesson's done
but how many life's their touch
is the great teacher we can ever have

- 2nd place, school based poem writing for Teacher's month with the theme of " Teacher's affect Eternity ' :))))

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Lesson Learn

This past few days i was really facing some tough challenges, depression and stress. In just few days i will i get my report card and i was too nervous to take a sight of it. I know i id not perform well. This coming days i will COMPETE again for Division Press Con. My God im asking myself, why do i need to try to win for that press con when i know i will just lose. I've already faced it that im not that good in my category and my opponent are the best in there respective district. They won in the District Press Con, and me? Duuhhh! Another chance to lose. I promised to myself that i will not be disappointed with the result because i already overcome it, too soon for the announcing of the winners. I'll pray for the success of my journmate :) What i learn to this and from previous press con is that dont ever dare to criticize others work, dont be too confident  that you will win because you will just lose. Dont be too affected by your depression it will be bad for you especially for your work and my be faith to God become strong, i know God found me weak that's why He is doing this for me to be strong, thank you God :D

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Does my best is not enough?

After months of cruel training for preparation of crucial District II - B Schools Press Conference i just lose. Thats one of the most disappointing part of my life. I just noticed this past few days i get lots of disappointment and stress and i really dont know why its happening in my self? 'Em i really that bad for me to get this 'karma'? I dont know what my mind response to this situations. Does the stars shine down? When the announcing of winners, i was really tense. I feel like vomiting. My heart is exploding. Then 10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2 and 1 my name was not called. My world was burned down. I hold my rosary tight, i pray every minute but nothing happen. I went to journ room after the BEST IN PAGSULAT NG BALITA was called and there i unleashed my emotions. I was really hurt. I was really disappointed. I was really mad. I had mix emotions. I was really toungue tied that i lost every word i want to say. I want to cry but to tears want to fall. Everybody outside was cheering my schoolmates who won and for our school who bagged the first place overall champion in the said press con. They won but me, i lose. Everybody wears a smile becuase they got a Certificate of Merit and me bears a unbreakable sorrow engulfing my mind. I envied all of them. They told me its okay but it will never be okay being the one who do you think is the most naive in the group. I want to blame everybody for my defeat. One is the judge, who i think is so damn for not letting me not to win that competition. Second is God, why does He want to experience this? Why does He not answer my prayers. But in the end of the day, i know its my fault and the one who i can lean into was God. I was sorry for blaming Him. I was really wrong. I know God found me weak and He just want me to be strong. I love God for everything that he is doing for me. Then they told me also, i did my best, but does my best is enough?  Yes, i did but why is it that i lose? We did our best so that we can get want we want and it is all paid back. But why does my best did not do its magic? What was God really meant for doing this? But what it is that God was really meant i will just wait for it and for sure it will make me so flabbergasted. This is the start of fhe fall of my journ career in our school but the start of new opportunity.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Dengue naghasik sa MM, 77 patay

Pinangangambahan ngayon ng mga residente ng Metro Manila ang patuloy na paglobo ng mga biktima ng dengue matapos mapatay ang 77 katao dahil sa nakakamatay na sakit na ito.

Ayon kay Dr. Eduardo Janairo, Director ng Kagawaran ng Kalusugan ( DOH ) sa Metro Manila na umabot na sa 11, 260 dengue cases ang naitala mula Enero hanggang Agosto 11.

Idinagdag ni Janiro na mas mataas ito ng 109 porsiyento kumpara noong nakaraang taon.

Pinangungunahan bilang "Dengue Capital" ang lunsod Quezon sumonod ang Caloocan, Maynila, Pasig at Valenzuela.

Batay sa ulat ng DOH Regional Epidemiological and Surveillance Unit ( RESU ) na ang San Lazaro Hospital, Philippine Children's Medical Hospital, St. Luke's Medical Center, The Medical City at Bernardino General Hospital ang mga hospital na may mataas na bilang ng mga tumatanggap ng dengue patients sa Metro Manila.

Ayon kay Dr. Eric Tayag, Epidemiology Department ng DOH, na kailangan ang matagal at masusing pagsusuri upang malaman kung epektibo ang halamang "tawa-tawa" laban sa dengue.

Iniimbestigahan na rin ng DOH kung mayroon mas mabangis na virus ang dengue dahil na rin sa patuloy na pagtaas ng bilang ng mga pasyente dahil sa dengue.

Lumabas sa ulat ng DOH na ayaw ng lamok na may dengue virus ang kulay dilaw, berde at puti at gustong-gusto rin nila ang mapapawis na bahagi ng katawan ng tao tulad ng binti at braso.

-ito yung ginawa ko sa District press con:) okay lang kahit natalo

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Scintillating Eye and a Deep Sigh

I never thought my senior year will be like this. It's just the first grading of the school year but it seems like i've work for almost ten months. Every week is like a month. Every day is like a week. Being a section one in our school is really though although i admit that im not that honor student like others but still i try my best to excel in our different subjects. August. Month of Language? In Filipino 'Buwan ng Wika'. This month gave me back breaking jobs or im just being exaggerate. Last, last week our section competed in 5 other section in Sabayang Pagbigkas in sour school and the section that will win will be the one to compete in District, amd praise God, we won. We're so happy that because we sacrifice a lot just to win in that competition and it all paid off plus finally i got a category in Journalism. I was grasping for it and at last God, answered my prayer. My category was 'Pagsulat ng Balita' and actually i just have a few knowledge about it but still i did my best because i want our teacher to be disappointed to me. And again it all paid off because our teacher told me that im improving in my category. Back in Sabayang Pagbigkas, we compete in Commonwealth HS. That school was really huge but some of the students are _____. Then we lose. We thought we have a chance to win but we are wrong maybe because we lack of some CRITERIA that the judges want. The hell with them! We go back to our school after that with mixed emotions and in the end of the day we just took a deep sigh. Some are angry, mad, frustrated. But what we can do? The result is irrevocable. We will just unleashed our true talent in the next competition we will be competing. And again back in Journalism. District Press Con is near. I was really terrified for that day. I dont know if i will win or not but i really really want to win so that i can prove something on my self. I will promise that i will win and do my best because God has been on my side all this time and with my prayer and scintillating eye for sure He help me with this. Thank you Lord for all the blessings.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

The Naked Eye

It was already dusk that time it was also the time for us to go home. Me and Janna went down early because our teacher wants us to go down early. We wait in front of Nancy Store and i was really exhausted that time because have our p.e yesterday. This happened today. my mind was running so fast because all i want that time was to lie on my bed and sleep. The people are starting to descend and still Shiela and Levi is still not around. So i was really bored and a little pit pissed off. So i was talking to Janna when i turned to my left side and i see him but i just pretend that i dont see him. Then i didnt turn the second time only to noticed they leave with his friend and Shiela and Levi arrived. So i tell Shiela that i saw him and they just left a while ago but still we just walk like a turtle. When we are in the tunnel i noticed a gray bag. That was the color of his bag but as far as i remember he have a gray bag but the brand of his bag was jansport? i dunno but i saw was a Hawk brand. So i was a little bit confused but i looked clearly in his perspiring neck and his newly haircut that the one in my front was HIM! So my heart beats faster. Then i saw he was talking to our former classmate back when we are second year and her sister. I know her sister is flirt but the other one i know she is a true Filipina girl. I also know they have a deeper relationship. So i feel a mix emotion, jealousy and anger and so much more. They went to the right side and we on the right side. I jump into conclusion that they are always going home together. But today i realize that why do i feel this? We dont have any relationship or something. But if they are really on im happy for them i wish them that they make it long. Fuck themselves!

Saturday, February 12, 2011

On the Other Side

I fell in love eaSily
he snatcHed my heart rapidly
I've been searchIng it all the time
and she came hELping me paying it w/o a dime

I envied them for how mAny times
they shared all Joys and loud laughs
that im to deaf tO hear
cause theY dont feel what i feel

Im just nothing to you
like the winD you cAnt see but whispers
I cant do anything for you
sitting next to hiM is a dream come true
but I just looked on the other side
cAuse i dont waNt to see you anymore

I can see all those thinGs
you can bE on his or her shoulder
you aRe singing And he is pLaying the guitar
Dont you know i wished i was you ?

I feeL jealous not angry
why he is not doing thAt to me
all those things flashback to me now
when both of yoU playing jokes for almost a yeaR

Im just nothIng to you
you're like a stoNe, you cant feel anything
i cant dO anything for you
being with him is dream come true
and i just looked on the other side
cause i dont want to see you both doing that anymore

They have the sad and happy moments
to cherish and reminisce all the time
They just like a cat and dog
they quarrel and have a peace after that
and me im just looking at them
and turned on the other side

Im just nothing to you
like the wind you cant see but whispers
I cant do anything for you
sitting next to him is a dream come true
but i just looked on the other side
cause i dont want to see you anymore

Im just nothing to you
you're like a stone, you cant feel anything
i cant do anythIng for you
being with him is dream come true
and i just looked on the oTher side
cause i dont want to see you both doing that anymoRE

Im sitting here At my room every night
thinking aLL those things is a agonY to me
I fell in love easily
he snatcHed my heart rapidly
please retURn iT to me now to heal thiS pain on me

Thursday, January 27, 2011

The Beast

She likes green ever since
i do not know what part is her scene
a small girl with lots of confidence from slum
she always get down my thumb

She likes to look her self in the mirror
but her face deserves to be in horror
her lingering voice makes me mad
she envied all the things i had

Then a girl came with a fake smile
i will slam her face down the floor tile
shes plastic carried by the wind
i was surprise with her attitude that she hid

She thinks she's the brilliant girl
and she want to get that precious pearl
her job was in the club, shes a whore
she hides her self in the other side of the door

And then a girl came with a fake truth
when ever you lie i see your large bucktooth
she think she is superior in this four corner room
when you came to our life we feel doom

She hides the truth under her lies
you must belong to your family- the flies
why is it your favorite hobby is lying ?
does is satisfies your damn living ?

At last a girl came with a fake personality
you think you're pretty ? NO ! you're ugly
she has a dark color of skin
and she belong to a f*ck*ng kin

The hell is with you, you know ?
every thing i said, she replied with no
you cheater will not win this game
because four of you are the same

They are all close to each other
but all you look's like a sir
all of you must learn after all of you read this
beacuse all of you looks like a beast

Friday, January 21, 2011

You're My Life

That was 12 pm of wednesday
i was standing in front of your house
the rain fell into my body
waiting for you but the cold breeze answers me
 
That was 2 pm of friday
i was sitting on the park bench
were you used to cuddle me every time we date
but the leaves flying in the air answers me
 
I was hoping we could fix it
if you could see that im sincere saying sorry
 
Cause youre the water i need
the air that every second i breath
you cant be gone now and gone now 
because youre my life , my only life
 
You bring me up when im really down 
you're the comedy when im really sad
you cant leave me like this
 im begging for you to come back please ! 
because you're my life, my only life
 
That was 9 am of Saturday 
i was calling at your phone 
it keeps ringing all the time but i have to wait
then you answer " yes " and slam the phone
 
It was 3 am of Sundayt
he white confetti fell outside
and i reminisce all the happy moments with you 
then ll i can do is to cry the whole day
 
All i want for you is forgiveness
and i know what you feel treating like a mess
 
Cause youre the water i need
the air that every second i breath 
you cant be gone now and gone now 
because youre my life , my only life
 
You bring me up when im really down 
you're the comedy when im really sad
you cant leave me like this
im begging for you to come back please ! 
because you're my life, my only life

You were walking with that brunette girl 
and i was only at you back
i see that you are happy now
then i step back tears falling in my eyes 
and send a letter to you that tells you that:
 
Cause youre the water i need
the air that every second i breath 
you cant be gone now and gone now
because youre my life , my only life
 
You bring me up when im really down
 you're the comedy when im really sad
 you cant leave me like this
 im begging for you to come back please ! 
because you're my life, my only life
Cause youre the water i need 
the air that every second i breath
you cant be gone now and gone now 
because youre my life , my only life
 
You bring me up when im really down
you're the comedy when im really sad 
you cant leave me like this 
im begging for you to come back please ! 
because you're my life, my only life
im sorry, sorry for what i did

Monday, January 10, 2011

The Poison Of My Life

The way she moves is so crazy
it makes me so dizzy
she punch a joke, so were laughing
but thats what i thought before

The way she talks is really happy
i always forgive her sorry
she lend her hand to me everytime
but thats what she do before

I never thought she can do that to me
my friend who i really trust, oh oh

She hugs me with a fake smile
she kicks me at my back
You stole the boy i love so much
you're the greatest burglar i know
youre the monster who are eating my whole life

She kisses me with a fake laugh
she pushes me to ground at my back
stole to me everything and gave me nothing
you leave me alone in the middle of the dark
youre the medicine who are killing my whole life
She was the poison of my life ! !

The way she fool me is so good
i wish you didnt do that to me dude
she dreams of to be with him forever
but thats what i do after

The way she looks at me is so irretatable
i dont want to see both of you on the table
she deserves what she deserve
but thats what i can see after

 You can take all the things i get
but please dont treat him like your pet ! oh oh !

She hugs me with a fake smile
she kicks me at my back
You stole the boy i love so much
you're the greatest burglar i know
youre the monster who are eating my whole life

She kisses me with a fake laugh
she pushes me to ground at my back
stole to me everything and gave me nothing
you leave me alone in the middle of the dark
youre the medicine who are killing my whole life
She was the poison of my life ! !

Oh, i always tell him to you
before my life is full of hue
i heard the story from other
what colors do you really have ! !

She hugs me with a fake smile
she kicks me at my back
You stole the boy i love so much
you're the greatest burglar i know
youre the monster who are eating my whole life

She kisses me with a fake laugh
she pushes me to ground at my back
stole to me everything and gave me nothing
you leave me alone in the middle of the dark
youre the medicine who are killing my whole life
She was the poison of my life ! !

Leave me alone, please ! im begging
so i can forgive you for whats happening
but i dont want to forget what happen
and continue writing with my black pen

Taylor Swift

I heard she called her friend " Hey Stephen "
im loving her when i was fifteen
i hope shes listening to my monulogue
every time i see you, i cant breathe

Tell me why i love you ?
you said you want a love story
with a charming prince with white horse
now the story of us started

I've been crazier all the time
promised i will be here forever and always
waiting at you to talk outside
i heart question mark written on my note
and that's the way i love you

I will never escape nor run
because you have perfectly good heart
i shouldve said no before
and i was enchanted to meet you
and this will be our song

If i jump then fall will you catch me ?
she idolize Tim McGraw as much i do
youre not sorry she yelled to him
i nver touch anyone as cold as you

Id lie saying im fine
i hope i can find my place in this world
and your beautiful eyes starred at me
stay beautiful as you are now

I've been crazier all the time
promised i will be here forever and always
waiting at you to talk outside
i heart question mark written on my note
and that's the way i love you

I will never escape nor run
because you have perfectly good heart
i shouldve said no before
and i was enchanted to meet you
and this will be our song

I see you wished to see superman
writing this with permanent marker
i hope youre mine, can you ?
wiping my teardrops on my guitar

She speaks now at a white veil occasion
because shes really fearless
and now she is being haunted
she think this will be solve my better than revenge

I go back to december where i met her
Oh, Dear John help with this, please !

I've been crazier all the time
promised i will be here forever and always
waiting at you to talk outside
i heart question mark written on my note
and that's the way i love you

I will never escape nor run
because you have perfectly good heart
i shouldve said no before
and i was enchanted to meet you
and this will be our song

Im only me when im with you, you that ?
i wish you never grow up and long live
im still innocent to know all of this
but i just know one thing, that is:
I REALLY LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT ! ! !

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Sonnet of Friendship

I asked the man above to grant me a pal
i was shocked it was like green corn through new maid
i was a box of fluffies meeting a gal
you are happy as larry as you said
every seconds count of laughter and joy
you are helping me with all my quandary
those memories we shared must not be destroy
you aid me when im down so cheerfully,
wear many hats to help me become valiant
she lends her arm when im really helplessly
i like you are at my sight cause you're pleasant
lets not bring the curtain down to be lonely

Friends are diamonds they are precious and rare
they are the one who give us a lot of care

Sonnet of Love

Love is the affection of you and I
never been too lax for its commitment
always sees the truth and can never lie
it can lasts forever because its meant
the missing puzzle piece of our life
saving us from the dangerous tempest
it never ends and continues afterlife
help us to answer our dilemma fearless
just like a fairytale with happy ending
tells whats the difference from white to black
take me, fly me and together our hearts sing
enjoy and cherish every time on my clock

Love is a gift that anyone can receive
open it and will teach us how to believe