The Burden

Sitting here at the center aisle

you're walking to the white tile

looking at you, and then smile

You promise me everything

but it vanished and turn to nothing

all i can do is now sing

You told me im insane

it planted me much pain

i hope your trying to eradicate the stain

It was like a borken glass

it was hurting me to do the task

im trying to remove your mask

I feel the nakedness of myself

you desserted me then you left

you use magic to me like a elf

I dedicate my life

and when i look back you stab me with knife

now im starting running to save my life

I should regret

you treat me like a pet

every night my pillow is wet

As you say goodbye to me

i feel the freedom and escape the insanity

now i dont belong to you and doing things freely

Envy

We were so young
i like it when she sung
i like her companionship
she tell her secrets and my mouth zip


I like it when im with her
i told to her i want to be call by " sir "
she adore by many
thats the reason to be envy


People gave her much praises
and then she replied by blowing kisses
i just stared to her
why i cant be like her


I beg to get that
but im tired and then sat
im trying to be
why they cant see ?


Wishing to get what she got
and put it in a big pot
they ignore what i feel
and i want myself to be kill


Im writing this
i hope you read this, please
you dont know every night
i cry and keep tight


They always give you
anything you wish
me, nothing, nothing but nothing
to forget this i just sing


I know i cannot be you alter ego
and i know they cannot realize
the things i do
because they always looking at you :)

Read this

So ano gusto mong gawin ko ?


inaccept ko na nga yung request mo


ayaw mo pa rin


ano bang gusto mong gawin ?


dapat nga hindi ko na lang inaccept


actuLLY hindi ko inaccept yung iyong request


ate ko nagclik nun


pero gusto ko ring marinig iyong reason


bahala ka baka magbago pa isip ko


pero ayaw mo na yata, nagbago ba ako ?


hindi naman yata eh ! bahala ka


kaya nga hindi to naayos kasi wala tayong ginagawa


pag na tapos tong araw na ito


hindi na magbabago desisyon ko . . . .


kung mapepersuade mo ako na patawarin ka


chels gumaganon : )

Walang magagawa sila

Batman, si Superman, si Spiderman, si Wonderwoman, si Garfield, si Bugs Bunny, si Snoopy..

hindi sila sapat para sa ating pagbabati

meron pa pala sila ano pa pala

si Spongebob, si Patrick, si Sandy, si Mr. Krabs, si Squidward, si Aang, si Katara, si Sokka, si Toph, si Momo, si Appa, si Zuko, si Azula..

ngayon hindi ko to inaakala

maayos ? para saan pa ?

eh mag aaway rin na naman tayo ulit diba ?

parang ako gusto ko nito

pang ilan naba to ? pang pito?

bakit ba lagi kang umiiyak ?

hindi ako karapat - rapat para mga patak

tama ka, dapat tigilin na to

kasi napapagod na ako sa iyo

hindi ko masaya pag hindi kita inaaway ?

tapos paginaway kita malulungkot ka ?

ano toh lokohan ?

Game Over

Its strange to think
were going to sink
our laughs and smile are gone
thinking what i have done


Quarrels are common to us
going back to the past
reminds me of what we have before
our friendship are starting to tore


Why we are like this
can we have some peace ?
she did not attend the revelry
i was waiting there to say sorry


She always cry when it happen
and now im holding this pen
to write this poem for you
im so tired with that cue


I saw that post
its like the coin i toss
your eyes are getting heavy
im getting weary saying sorry


Christmas is here
but its giving me much fear
you should be in theater
now im getting bitter


Do you cry all night ?
you will not see me anymore at your sight
this little misunderstanding
will not be fix cause were doing nothing


I know people think its always my fault
did they know im like a salt ?
brackish to those person
who's heart is like a stone


Maybe god want to end this up
this battle like in soccer cup
we always fought
for you, this will be my last oath

The New

Every year theres new

i can choose them, cause its few

hes really great

how to be one of my pet ?

Im at front hes at back

when i see him its like, tik tok

afternoon when i met him

lets make it tonight, its dim

I heard she hurt you

believe me i can make yout life full of hue

she is so stupid hurting you

believe me we can be two

Im so happy when were talking

dreaming to be with you while walking

feel the strong emotion of me

and hug you tightly

Put your hands at mt shoulder

enjoy the laughter

i hope you will not be lost

beacuse you're at high cost

Now you're always at my dream

dreams, of love and passsion

that full of tension

i cant forget how you are sweet

I hope the story us

will not end soearly, thus

you're really gentleman, baby

so hold my hands and be lovely . . ..

For my beloved Mr. M

For my beloved Mr. M

will this problem can be answer by chem?

i've been trying so hard

and becoming very tired

For my beloved Mr. M

i dont know how to solve this problem

your hurting me so much

would you mind if i touch ?

For my beloved Mr. M

my heart beating so fast so solemn

i dont know why i feel this

can you leave her please ?

For my beloved Mr. M

i've been thinking of you for whole sem

i cant you hurt me at my front

and now lok whats the aftermath

For my beloved Mr. M

i think its seems

your making distance at me

why ? because im ugly ?

For my beloved Mr. M

you dont know how much i love you

but i accepted the fact

i cannot own you, it really suck !

Why people always regret ? ?

As we go to mall
im not expecting such call
they were all tall
im shock because its fall


They are near at the oak tree 
there job was to plea
and they ignore what they see
and im so pity for thy


They just doing it
just to have to eat
for sure hes tired and wanted to sit
if he die he will buried in pit


He is already old
and promise what he told
although the night was cold
he doesn't stop just his fliers to be sold


Im such a fool cause i just stared him
he was giving it to slim
although hes sight was already dim
but he just show a smile to them


If he came they are prepared
because they doesn't cared
for the old one who want to save
his family to starve


Please help
and realize to your self
when you see them do not look left
give some pity for there self


Maybe were lucky
to live in luxury
but help those in agony
to help them become happy . . . .

I see your face as i sleep every night

I see your face as i sleep every night
thinking what should i do just be your love
and holding this pillow color white so tight
i see myself flying with many dove
i cant make it to your chain lock heart
i hope i now how to open it and
teach your heart to love me and ride a cart
lets make a love under the tree never end
but she always at your side and never left
tickle you and at your side every time
please love me because i cant help myself
and come with me and be happy at mine
     I should stop this feeling and forget you
     and i don't know you and i cant find a clue
    

Untitled

It was Sunday
they just do anything just to pay
they are united
and im contented


They all wearing brown
ans she think she wear a crown
jealousy always attack
and i was really shock


She was near on the window
and she show her sharp claw
if you just touch her toy
and it was my big boy


I love him form the start
and that girl look like a tart
she cant complete her day
if she dont flirt and play


But you always smile
when you see her per mile
why are you happy ?
seeing that ugly ?


I cant understand why i feel this
and i all i want is you to believe me please
i thought you can help me
to forget the past and love again and be happy


I always dreaming of you
and writing this paper so blue
id better not to love again
because im just making a sin .. . .

My Apologies

I hope you know my attitude
sometimes i enjoy solitude
"Janna, let them sit here"
and you just ignore what you hear


I did that to apologize
but it made my anger in bigger size
and promise that i will end this up
and the bubble of our friendship just pop


They try to fix it
i feel your ambiance while your in sit
but i feel im so bad
and i know you feel so sad


Walk alone thinking nothing
and forgetting everything
you're my best friend right ?
and i missed the times your on my sight


We always fought
and never been caught
so im here in your front
writing this in not your favorite font


I know apologize are not enough
because what you did is really tough
i see your trying to rebuild it
stand up and come with me to eat


I hope you're okay
so that all things will be pay
im so sorry for what i did
and i hope fixing this will succeed


Shiela Damian, dont cry
and lets fly to sky
because we will go to Korea
and Geun Seuk is waiting for you


Again im so sorry
and im such a pity
not to see your beauty
and your simplicity . . .




Im so sorry to hurt your feelings . . .

Why ? ?

We met in just a second
shes brown and a girl
but a boyish one
and people tease her that


We walk together to go home
she never bring me to her house
shes kind and beautiful
and i treat her as my special friend


But is that enough
to be best of friends ?
so tell me now:


That your my friend
you will be at my side
we will not quarrel anymore
but now your so far to me
i thought you are the one
who will be my long lasting friend
but i hope its not the ned
what happen to us ?
tell me why ?
lets talk and tell me why ?


We have been so long
so much problems we faced
and did so much funny moments
we are always partner


We are always happy
laughing so loud
in the middle of the crowd
and thought of our dreams together


But is that enough
to be our friendship be strong ?
so tell me now:

That your my friend

you will be at my side

we will not quarrel anymore

but now your so far to me

i thought you are the one

who will be my long lasting friend

but i hope its not the ned

what happen to us ?

tell me why ?

lets talk and tell me why ?

We always quarreling now

and i know its always my fault

she tell to me that

"im not your friend, im just a mess"

so it means your a pest ! !

and thought:

That your my friend

we understand each other

we will not forget each other

but now talking to another guy

and saying goodbye . .

and saying goodbye . . . 

But now burning letters of yours

what a damn friendship

i thought i know you

but i was wrong

i hope we can build it again

because its not too late

and ask you

what happen to us ?

why ? tell me why ?

lets talk and tell me why ?  ?

: (

Why it cant be real ? ?

Id never talk to you
nor show my smile to you
 let the sunshine touch your skin
and get rid of her to let in


Id never laugh with you
nor make a black cloth to sew 
 let me walk in front of you
and get rid of the anger and make it few


Id never tell you this
nor make my life so peace
 let me close my eyes
and get rid of that pink spy


Ive always dreaming of you
with our hands so tight
taking picture of us in light
give me pink flowers
it made you so sweeter


Ive always dreaming of us
walking in the aisle
and making promise with a smile
but its always a dream
why it cant be real ?
so we can feel

why it cant be real ?

so we can feel

Id never felt this before
nor think of someone at four
let me love you
and get rid of my love flue


Id never be strong
nor be in my decision so wrong
and let me show love
and get rid of that shy


Id never write someone a poem
nor sing a song so solemn
and let me tell you this
and get rid of her to grips

Ive always dreaming of you

with our hands so tight

taking picture of us in light

give me pink flowers

it made you so sweeter

Ive always dreaming of us

walking in the aisle

and making promise with a smile

but its always a dream

why it cant be real ?

so we can feel

why it cant be real ?

so we can feel

Every time i look at you

she always at your back

and you bring her backpack

envy always ate me

and crying all night so lonely

I hope you are listening to me

for you to understand carefully

because im only dreaming of you

only dreaming of you

Ive always dreaming of you

with our hands so tight

taking picture of us in light

give me pink flowers

it made you so sweeter

Ive always dreaming of us

walking in the aisle

and making promise with a smile

but its always a dream

why it cant be real ?

so we can feel

why it cant be real ?

so we can feel

So baby hold my hands

and never woke up

for us to enjoy this moment . .